Today was a good day. I am very happy to be able to type that sentence, because I have had several days that were not good days, in a row. I have just had one of those weeks. And just when I thought the lousy week was over, I had another couple of bad days. In the past 10 or so days, I have had gastrointestinal difficulties not once but two different days, my lovely Aunt Flo came to visit with a vengeance, I tweaked my knee, I have had nutrition challenges, and the ever present stress of life. I work a job where I have a set schedule, but it is a two week rotation, so there is no real normalcy, and no easy routine to settle in to. When I work, it could be 8am to 5pm or it could be (usually is) 8am to 8pm. Not being able to establish a routine is really a huge obstacle to my fitness and running journey.
Despite having had a few (several) bad days, I went to the gym tonight and I completed my workout as intended. I did my running intervals (all of them) and I did them at the predetermined difficulty (I detest incline) and I felt good. My heart rate went up and down as it was supposed to do, so my trainer will likely be happy. All of this is because of motivation.
I was online at 11am central, and I was able to register for the Dark Side Challenge at Walt Disney World in April 2016. I also was able to register for the 5K and register my husband for the 5K. This is convenient, because I already made my hotel reservations and had been essentially planning on doing this race. I am super excited at the prospect of getting to do an inaugural race and continue doing it annually. That brings me to what runDisney means to my running game. Motivation. I am currently registered to run three runDisney races, starting with the Disney Princess weekend, followed by the Star Wars – Dark Side weekend, and the Tinkerbell weekend. I also plan to sign up for the Disneyland Half weekend and the Wine and Dine Half, as well as the lofty goal of the Disney World Marathon weekend in January 2017. I am officially signed up for (paid a ton of money for) the three aforementioned races, and we have already made our hotel reservations (which includes deposits) and have the airline tickets for the first race. I also have purchased an annual pass for Walt Disney World. This all adds up to a significant chunk of change. Now, this may sound like a bit of a complaint, but really, it is money very well spent. You see, I am committed. I have spent money, I have my vacation time approved through work. My husband has taken vacation time at his work. I have told people, my husband has told people, I started this blog. I need to follow through. When I have a bad day, or a string of bad days, I cannot just quit. I cannot just go back to the way I used to eat and not exercise, because I have things to do! I have races to run. I have life to live.
I know there are a lot of people who think it is crazy to spend the amount of money I have spent and will be spending on running races. I have already heard it one hundred times. You know what though? I am 43 years old, and if spending this money makes me more accountable and motivated to myself to accomplish my ultimate goal of living a healthier (hopefully longer) life, it is quite a bargain. There is no price to be put upon being able to play with my grandchildren. There is no way to quantify the improvement of quality of life with my husband. There is no monetary value that can be assigned to the increased strength I feel physically and mentally from continuing to pick myself up, dust myself off, and keep on making progress. No matter how slow it is, progress is infinitely better than apathy. I saw a photo recently that was captioned, “No matter how long it takes you to run the race, you are still lapping everyone on the couch” or something to that effect. I love it. It is true. I might not be the fastest runner, I might be as slow as a turtle wading through quicksand, but I am better than I was sitting and wasting my life and health away. We only get one life to live, and I am going to live mine.